I am using my married name before I am actually hitched. Yes, ...intake of quick breath..naughty!
Yet I have not a care in the world, because I am enjoying the prospect of my changing name so much, and feel more then happy to switch it to that ,of the man, who despite annoying me at least each minute of each day also makes it all worth living, every second of the day.
What a wonderful few years it has been since we both stopped fighting each others natures, and learnt to live with each others eccentricities.
We almost hate each other at times, because we have the fiery nature that keeps passion alive but also allows us to equally hate in small amounts.
I have learnt from past relationships that I can never and will never be a person who can be submissive and hold her tongue, I have almost felt sorry for the wonderful men that I have had in my life (as they all have been), as I have been at times, a unheeding force of nature....will do what I want, when I want, how I want...
Then I met Mr D, and I realised, he was having none of that...
Didn't like that much, as I am used to getting my own way, but he made me cry as hard as he made me laugh.
He is an almost suffocating force of love. We are like a family in us, just us. We laugh and joke like brother and sister and fight like warriors, love like film stars and support each other.
We don't get it right all of the time, we probably never will. We have learnt to forgive fast, and try to understand sooner.
Now my main worry isn't if he loves me, its if I ever lose him.
He thinks I dont think these things, but, I do Mr D.
I read most of these words as part of my reading on my wedding. The registrar commented on how hard hitting and true they were.
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